Month: October 2012

  • CAT WOMAN!

    I worked HARD to get to this point of putting on a cat suit and wearing it in public. DO you know what it took? How WORTH IT it was? The pay off was delicious! I felt amazing.
    But it doesn’t mean I am done. I gotta keep at it. Just gotta work out 3 times a week (more more) to maintain. Not hard. I like the hour on the machine. It gives me a huge infusion of mental strength and I’m able to really think about things. Yes, it clears my head-so to speak.

    Anyway- I watched what I ate, How much I ate and I refused a lot. I weighted myself. I kept track of everything. I hated everything at times. I felt horrible. I reached that LOW point that leads you to making a huge change. I joined a gym which I thought I’d never do. I still HATE IT…but only a little now. I got blisters and new shoes as a result. I took photos to help me chart my progress. I focused and I gave it my all…

    So Eff you calories and fat. I am now, 126lbs and maintaining.
    All it took was determination and work.
    IF I could do it-anyone can.
    You just have to want it bad enough.

    Results?

    Meow!

  • Drawing finished & dropped off


    I finished this drawing in record time. It is now at the gallery.
    I am hoping that the people I work with realize that I am more of an artist than they knew.
    They know the other sculptural art I make-Hope they are surprised.

  • Goals…

    I am still 126lbs.
    Working out 3 times a week. This weight loss thing has now become a lifestyle of sorts. Not just a: take off the weight for summer thing.

    I am happy about that. However I dread going into winter. I need to keep this pace. It is not hard. 3 days a week at the gym is easy. But the damn cold and possible bad weather. Ugh!

    The gym keeps me focused and makes me not as hungry. I am still only eating one meal a day with coffee in the morning or a simple snack like dried fruit during the day.

    I can go out to dinner and not think twice about the burger because I know I will burn it off the next day or so.

    So as a treat and since it is the season for dressing up, I bought myself to a catsuit-that is really my super hero/villain costume. I was worried to put it on out of fear of looking like a stuffed sausage but HOT DAMN it fits. Ha!

    (And really I did earn it with my fucked up self-imposed suffering…)
    So now I gotta find a reason to wear it out in public. That is the next battle.
    xox