August 28, 2012

  • WHO???

    I know-I never thought it would come to me joining a fitness center but I am just not getting the results I want.

    There is a new place a few blocks up the street that opened. It is advertised as "affordable"-I like that. I NEED to do something more than this not eating.

    I have been not eating normal for weeks. One meal a day. I can easily tell you what I ate. For instance-Between Sunday & Monday- On Sunday, I ordered roasted vegetables and meatballs. They were side dishes. I ate half and took the rest home. I ate the rest yesterday. That is all. Hardly much. It isn't all that hard to do this now. I am just able to ignore the hunger. However I now find it a little hard to not liquify my meals after eating with milk of magnesia.

    The weight is slowly coming off but it is really not the answer. I am losing weight but the skin that is left-is flabby and hangs. It sucks. I need to tone myself up.

    When I say I am determined...well I mean that I am focused...but I am keeping one foot in logic land-and realizing that starving is not completely helping.

    So I am going to go look into this fitness center. Half the battle for me is location. It is close so I have little excuse.

    We shall see...