August 2, 2012

  • I stopped...

    ...taking my birth control pills.
    I am not sure what will happen. Will I get my period again? Maybe?
    No-hahaa I won't get pregnant. You need that pesky uterus for that.

    I just wonder if my face will break out? Will I bleed again during sex?
    I have no idea what was going on inside before. Why I would bleed.
    Taking the pill everyday-non stop-without a break-so I would not get a period-seemed to work. I didn't bleed.

    So why did I go off?

    I think I just I needed to take a break. My sex drive packed up and left. It does that you know. That silly pill. I miss feeling interested. I started to feel like a robot. Just going through the motions.

    And I am weird about taking anything. I like being free of any and all medicine. Other than the pill-I take nothing. Well-expect a shot of Phillips. That helps keep things moving-especially when things are not moving when I am not eating much. I just like knowing myself. I don't like to rely on any medicine. I will probable have to take things later on in life-so I want to enjoy this freedom now.

    ...so, in a week, being off the them? I think I might feel better. Ha! (Better than last week for sure)

    xox