September 20, 2010

  • CONGRATULATIONS! IT'S A GRAPEFRUIT!

    "That's RIGHT! My Tumor eats tampons for lunch!"
    Went to see my GYN today about some "Lady-Issues" I have had for the past 2years. Finally managed to return to this office to see her. Like a dummy I stopped going to see her years ago and well-I got dropped from her practice.

    After having a not-so great time with my current GYN- I somehow by LUCK called her and begged them to let me know when an opening became available. Well TODAY was that day and I got to see her...And today...after a full exam, she said that I had a grapefruit size tumor growing inside...Yes...a tumor!

    The PAIN IN MY BACK for the past 2 weeks-is suspected to be because of this Monster pressing on a nerve. So when a doctor tells you that your pain you are having...is just in your head like my past GYN has been telling me for 2yrs and that all of these symptoms are all a part of "getting older and Welcome to being 40" you need to get a second opinion. Oh-yes-I did get a second opinion from my GP who agreed with his opinion...

    It wasn't until I went again...did I find this answer. It's called "trusting your intuition" which I wasn't doing. I knew something was wrong and I know that the pain I was feeling wasn't menstrual cramps.

    Anyway-I am strangely THRILLED about all of this. I am sure it is not cancer it is just a giant tumor and it will either be shrunk or if it is too big-it will be removed...Either way-it will go away.

    So in the meantime. I am going to give my Tumor a name! I am going to draw illustrations of what it looks like-tiny tumor portraits! Heck I will even knit it a "Tumor Cozy" or a tiny sweater! HA! I am FULL of Dark Humor. It is what it is-and I am so glad I went to have this checked out...

    SO LISTEN UP!
    IF you have something that you think JUST ISN'T RIGHT? Something that is nagging at you-PLEASE go get it check and recheck until you know for sure that you are okay...Trust your inside voice.

    Okay-So I have a date with a heating pad tonight! I will keep you posted as the months progresses...Thank you ahead for time for your well wishes...I am going to be okay. xox

Comments (4)

  • Jane!  Oh my goodness.   I told you that you needed a second opinion. 
    This has the potential of being very not good.   I hope its nothing.  If
    it does turn out to be horrific, you can at least sue your previous
    guy.  But I'm sure you are fine.  You have to be fine, right?  Right?

  • Thank god it is a fibroid and not cancer. I would report that fucker to the state medical board. 

  • I guess "IT GREW OVERNIGHT"
    (ugh no comment)
    All I can say is that I will know more soon. Thomas thinks that when I went off the pill, it came back in force.
    I am not sure why he could have missed it either. I felt something 2yrs ago and EVEN HAD THOMAS verify it! There was something there. I told my GYN I felt it-but he couldn't find it... The night before my Exam I felt something so significant that I went and DREW it for Thomas- the drawing had FANGS and Sharp Teeth! (I drew a monster)

    So I know I am right and yes- as Thomas says-it Better Not Be cancerous or else...
    I am not concerned at it being cancer. I just don't want them to remove my ovaries-uterus-or the whole lot!

    I just want to stave it of blood it possible.

    I will know more soon.

    Thank you again for your concern!
    xox

  • oh god, the vaginal monsters my mind has created. ha ha! can't wait to see what you do with this. I made a yard sculpture with stones... decided to leave it at the old house. They probably wondered what the hell it was! 

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